desahogo...
An attempt at putting my random thoughts, and other things, into words....and just get some stuff off my chest.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
aveces me siento vieja
I'm not ready to be 24.
I feel rushed, like I haven't done the things I'm supposed to have done, like I'm missing out on something important. Time is so impatient with me. I dig in my heals sometimes, I think. Act quite silly. Perhaps to defy Time in futility. Perhaps intent to prove to myself as much as the world that I am not going to become a withered shell of myself, void of laughter and spark, and full only of heavy toils and worries. Perhaps intent to prove that having fun like a child building a snowman, laughing, being silly, that all these are not synonymous with being irresponsible and immature. To assure myself that when I am old, I do not need to stop being me.