I don't understand, Lord.

I don’t understand sometimes why You bring certain people into my life...or me into theirs. I thought about it a lot this time. I asked You. I thought I heard Your answer. But I was afraid to believe, in case I really didn’t hear You. But eventually I thought that I knew, this time, why. But I was wrong. Sigh. I am not very good at learning what You want me to...

And I ... I think that I really disappointed this person too. I don’t think I am who they had hoped I would be...

Or maybe Your reasons "why" were not what they had thought they were either.

...I’ll miss them.